i do not like my housemate, staff and the state worker. WTF

[sissybaby2010]

My housemate keeps hitting me in the head and the staff at my home don't do something about it. If you forgot i got rods up and down my spinal cord and into my neck. One of these days i'll end up in a wheelchair and be paralyzed for the rest of my life. I also don't feel safe where i am at. I pay the state money to watch me and make sure i am safe. I also gone back to cutting and suicide attempts . Cutting helps me to calm down. What should i do? I called my worker and he is no help whatsoever and i don't like him. I do not know what to do at this point. Can someone help me? Sorry this is so long. I don't know who i can trust these days.