My new journey to begin with Mommy Sara
Posted: Sun Nov 15, 2009 5:04 pm
This is an exerpt of an email, that I sent....a woman in Maryland whom I see as a real life, domme Mommy...
I had all this cuck angst, and feelings I feared, and enjoyed, (from back when I was my Ex Nikki's cuckold) the days you had someone else come to the dungeon, and you had me napping. Or the time you changed me, and cooed at me, and acted like I was a real baby, as you talked to the man in the next room.
It is those, almost forced....embaressing situations I crave. I can't imagine, the feeling.........if I were to be with you, and you matter of factly informed me of the days events...(with no safe word) and you had a diaper bag slung over your shoulder, and maybe I even whined about what was going to happen, or who was going to see me...and you just kinda said you understand, and had empathy...BUT...Mommy knows best and THIS is what is going to happen. I yearn for you plopping me down like a real baby, and changing me with no concern for who is around, or who you are in the middle of a conversation with.
I hope to replicate this psychological feelings with Mommy Sara
I had all this cuck angst, and feelings I feared, and enjoyed, (from back when I was my Ex Nikki's cuckold) the days you had someone else come to the dungeon, and you had me napping. Or the time you changed me, and cooed at me, and acted like I was a real baby, as you talked to the man in the next room.
It is those, almost forced....embaressing situations I crave. I can't imagine, the feeling.........if I were to be with you, and you matter of factly informed me of the days events...(with no safe word) and you had a diaper bag slung over your shoulder, and maybe I even whined about what was going to happen, or who was going to see me...and you just kinda said you understand, and had empathy...BUT...Mommy knows best and THIS is what is going to happen. I yearn for you plopping me down like a real baby, and changing me with no concern for who is around, or who you are in the middle of a conversation with.
I hope to replicate this psychological feelings with Mommy Sara
