I gave a very special caller an assignment the other day. I told her I wanted her to write a small blog for me about how she feels about our conversations. I am very pleased with what she gave me.
When I call Miss Brenda I consider it like a therapy session more than not. For some reason it keeps me well “grounded”. I will not go into the details of the calls, but I will say some have been extreme. I have been known to cry during and after the call, I have no regrets and continue to call because she is one of the best if not the best ever in the business.
When reflecting on every call I have made, I have never had a regret and for some reason I am able to focus better and have a much more positive outlook in the real world. This will last for several days. I do not know why I feel so much better all I know is that I do and I always look forward to a call.
I have an immense amount of trust in Miss Brenda and will try to have whatever she requests available. It may turn out to be painful or humiliating but I wish to please her and I know in the long run it will be best for me. I am also learning to be less selfish regarding my personal desires and trusting the guidance she provides. Like I said, to begin it is more like therapy and I have never had any regrets.
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